Sunday, March 25, 2012

That I am not Good At Yet I think More Than Anything Else.

So clearly I can feel my heart beating wildly or may be it is dis-positioned.I wish I could say what I feel but every time I try, I come up completely idiot.Since then,I knew how complicated the world of love is.Of many things I have compiled and wrote,writing a love letter was way too difficult, although writing love letter has been traditionally in the purview of man.In fact,the difficulty to express the love itself discourages from putting the feelings in black and white.To me, love is such an indestructible entity where limitless power of  thinking and hard work is required to comprehend the true content of it.I have been going through many sources and authors to find out in which way the love can be explained and understood.But every people have their own way to express and seek love, so am I.
No doubt,writing a perfect love letter to express love is quite challenging, after all  love is an emotion and it can be extremely strenuous to accurately transcribe the emotions into meaningful set of words.The easiest thing to say is"I Love You" but you don't realize how hollow does it sounds.In most situation,same phrase is being used by many to express the love to their beloveds and few understand the real truth of it.


Tuesday, January 3, 2012

As Her Mother Brings Her To This World

Generally people like songs that keeps them smiling and moody.For some, good musics are those tends to promote sadness depicting the persons experience in the real life struggle.Dubthob Zangmo's song is no exception for the kind.As you will hear her's struggle as you listen the song called"Tabu Cholay Mawa"(Transient nature of life) which she discernibly explains her life struggle in the form of a beautiful song.Although not much of her is in my knowledge yet there is so much known about her through her debut song called"Tabu Cholay Mawa" that she composed while she was a student at National Institute Of Disabled,Khaling.As far as I know of her,she was born congenitally blind(Based on what  heard,may or may not be be true) and her mother was died the moment she was born.This unbearable pain in her prompted her to compose a song that gathered the heart of all Bhutanese making the most saddest song ever.The song was really heart touching and nobody could have ever composed or thought of  such songs unless you are in her situation.
The life has been so cruel to her and she even apologizes of being brought to this world handicapped(not intended to demean her).The words provided below are indeed her song she composed which I translated into English so that maximum people can read and understand.Though the taste and effectiveness would greatly differ from her real words that was sung in Bhutanese language but still I hope the people reading this lines can draw something about her life.

The cry in the form of song from a Blind Girl Whose mother died while she was born
"We Live In The world of transiency.
Feels happy in the presence of everyone.
Suddenly when death strikes to one among us.
The pang of demise tenses the heart outward.
The priceless life of a human bears no difference than the transient clouds up above.
 I was with my mom yesterday and I am left alone without her today (death of her mom).
In this unforeseeable life, what reasons could have prompted my birth.
If I had died the time when I was born, I would not have to struggle in this samsara (she is a blind).
Feels like taking a step but sight hinders the move; feels like doing something, body doesn’t show off.
Feels like living longer but there is no reason for my living; feels like committing self immolation but the good deeds of mine couldn’t keep the pace with my sins.
Dear mother you were so grateful when we were together; I know you may be struggling somewhere cause of your sins"
We the unfortunate sons and daughters of yours are dying of desire to hear your voice with pain ever.You…my lord..with your compassion and tenderness, emancipate my mother for her sins and lay her in the path of emancipation"

I am very sorry for not able to keep the real meaning of the original song because my vocabulary is still under the process of piling up and I would be grateful If you guys could help me finding errors and mistakes,be in terms of grammar or spelling etc and I would recommend you all to make comments If time permits you.
Thanks to all..have a great time!!

Trashi Delek!!

Thursday, December 29, 2011

____Love The Ultimate Healer___

Remember, if your life is worth thinking about, it is worth writing about it. Most of the write ups till now I have seen were always of love,love that exists between you and your sweetheart,between you and your mom,between your family,love that lasts for a while and that last longer etc......Love in my case didn't come with much expectation and coincidence.My high school days aren't romantic and I wouldn't even regret that it wasn't because it wasn't my time i knew it!! But I shall not talk about the love that happens between a girl and boy or anything that comes to its vicinity,rather It would be of love that I understand with the current world crisis.(you will come across the difference as you proceed down)
Love is exciting.There is no need to justify choosing to write about it.Are not most songs love songs?Are not most novels stories of featuring love?One thing I am  sure of,is the world wud be a better place if all of us individuals had someone or something loved.The chief motivating factor in many of our life is love....(The Love)
Love can be understood in many ways,can be thought in different ways and sometimes can be molded in several shapes.It will be just the lack of your knowledge if you are not informed that love bears the highest price than any other commodities which itself is not sale-able yet so expensive.
When I just thought of beginning this essay,certain enigmatic sort of feelings took its course like an enormous root in the sizable earth getting interspersed like neurons in the brain..But what exactly was that feeling which kept me blinking at the ceiling? Just like a love paralyzed fellow hearing the steps of his beloved darling inside him I felt her steps in me.
There is no greater force that can contain any disasters,hatred,abominations,animosities grievances and so on than the LOVE that is in us.So It is worth to inculcate and show it, for it is practiced and sometimes can be given to others.
to be contd.......................















Sunday, December 18, 2011

Honor Your Past

Robin Sharma writes!!
Every second you dwell on the past you steal from your future. Every minute you spend focusing on your
problems you take away from finding your solutions. And thinking about all those things that you wish never happened to you is actually blocking all the things you want to happen from entering into your life. Given the timeless truth that hold that you become what you think about all day long, it makes no sense to worry about
past events or mistakes unless you want to experience them for a second time. Instead, use the lessons you have
learned from your past to rise to a whole new level of awareness and enlightenment.
Life’s greatest setbacks reveal life’s biggest opportunities. As the ancient thinker Euripides noted,
“There is in the worst of fortune the best chances for a happy change.” If you have suffered more than your fair
share of difficulties in life, perhaps you are being prepared to serve some greater purpose that will require you
to be equipped with the wisdom you have acquired through your trials. Use these life lessons to fuel your future
growth. Remember, happy people have often experienced as much adversity as those who are unhappy. What
sets them apart is that they have the good sense to manage their memories in a way that enriches their lives.

And understand that if you have failed more than others, there is a very good chance you are living more
completely than others. Those who take more chances and dare to be more and do more than others will
naturally experience more failures. But personally, I would rather have the bravery to try something and then
fail than never to have tried it at all. I would much prefer spending the rest of my days expanding my human
frontiers and trying to make the seemingly impossible probable than live a life of comfort, security and
mediocrity. That’s the essence of true life success. As Herodotus noted so sagely, “It is better by noble boldness
to run the risk of being subject to half of the evils we anticipate than to remain in cowardly listlessness for fear
of what may happen.” Or as Booker T. Washington said, “I have learned that success is to be measured not so
much by the position that one has reached in life as by the obstacles he has overcome while trying to succeed.”

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

THE INSURMOUNTABLE GUILT


Insomnia was the most conspicuous symptoms among them. I felt shivering inside with beyond comprehensible rush of mixed feelings that seems to have no meaning and no doubt it kept me in constant predicament.


Guilt hunted my conscience. And then it reminds me of my responsibility of poor actions that has been committed that still remains inside me without being thought what exactly it was. I can feel the guilt in me turning to an emotion with the perfect blending with remorse though of tangible reasons yet incredibly powerful.


Sometimes living completely devoid of any feeling of guilt is not just enough as it nourishes the memories within us that have not been given a second thought. It teaches us an extra knowledge of anything engraved in us left unfulfilled or corrects the past failures and nonetheless our dedicated aims and wishes that we aspire to become and get, with minimum effort.



It was at a time when I made my ever newest decision to enter a new world of experience without much experience and many sensible thoughts. No sooner did I begin it than the target, I was aiming did not make it move any better, neither it made any impact of being into a new experience nor it could make me feel sensible in           any portion of me.
Form that time forward, everything in me abruptly got a new transformations; I could sense confusions getting interspersed in every nerve and impulses raging its transmittance making numb and dull breeding paralysis all over the body.

OUR EARTH IS BECOMING UNBEARABLY HOT WHY?
                THE REASON IS GLOBAL WARM

HOW DOES IT HAPPEN?
EVERYDAY WHEN SUN’S RAY REACHES THE EARTH,A GROUP OF GASES CALLED GREEN HOUSE GASES(WATER VEPOUR,CO2,METHANE,NITROUS OXIDE)ABSORB HEAT FROM THE SUN’S RAY AND MAKE OUR PLANET WARM ENOUGH FOR US TO SURVIVE.IF THE LEVEL OF THESE GASES IN THE ATMOSPHERE INCREASES,THEY WILL ABSORB MORE HEAT AND MAKE THE EARTH TOO HOT TO LIVE! THIS OVER HEATING OF THE PLANET IS CALLED THE GLOBAL WARMING.POLLUTION, FELLING OF TREES, RAZING FOREST,BURNING FOSSIL FUELS LIKE COAL AND PETROL,INCREASES LEVEL OF GREEN HOUSE GASES IN THE ATMOSPHERE,BEYOND WHAT IS NEEDED.
SINCE 1880 EARTH HAS WARMED UP BY0 0.8 DEGREE CELCIOUS.THIS INCREASE OF EARTH’S TEMPARATURE HAS RESULTED IN THE RAPID MELTING OF ICE IN THE POLAR REGIONS,HIGHER SEA LEVELS,SUBMERGENCE OF LOW LYING ISLANDS AND FLOODING OF COASTAL AREAS.WARMER TEMPARATURE HAS ALSO TRIGGERED CLIMATE CHANGE AND EXTINCTION OF ANIMALS AND PLAN SPECIES.
Trees are the longest living thing on our planet, and are crucial to the survival of all other living things on earth..Why?

1.tres release oxygen___the one element essential to the survival of all living things.
2.trees absorbs carbondioxide,and gradually stores carbon in its wood and root system by removing carbon dioxide trees play a critical role in protecting earth from the climate change that is happening.
What happens when the trees are felled?

Over the years, billions of tonnes of carbon dioxide in the atmosphere are absorbed by the world’s forests. when trees are cut or burnt down, the carbon stored in the trees for years is released back into the atmosphere. Deforestation releases carbon dioxide forms the trees and this speeds up the rate of global warming. When trees are cut and forest destroyed, we need more trees to absorb the amount of additional co2 in atmosphere.however; forests are not being replaced at the same rate at which they are being destroyed.
Global warming is the global challenge, and we need to coordinate global solution. the solution process starts with the individual___you!if you plant trees and conserve nature you can save  the only planet we have.......go ahead plant a solution!!

Friday, September 9, 2011

AS I FEEL THE GROWTH INSIDE ME

Civility is the beauty of behavior. It requires for its perfection patience, self control, and an environment of leisure. For genuineness courtesy is a creation, like pictures, like music. It is a harmonious blending of voice, gesture and movement, words and action, in which generosity of conduct is expressed. It reveals the man himself and no ulterior purpose.
Our needs are always in hurry. They rush and hustle, they are rude and unceremonious, and they have no surplus of leisure, no patience for anything else but fulfillment of purpose.

Well,my write up either does't intend to advise anyone or make myself feel so philosophical and rational but a mere thoughts that grew in me as i grow older and becomes more weaker physically.I just want to make this blog a reminder to my old age times and realize by how much i gained the improvement both in terms of vocabulary and skills in writing........

So...to put this writing to the end,i must say to the readers that my blog is no difference to twitter as i don't even reread what i wrote and there will be many errors like spelling mistakes,grammar,and in some cases superfluous and so much of exaggeration.
Good luck and have a nice reading!!

Thursday, September 8, 2011

THE RECENT ENCOUNTER WITH AN OLD FLAME


With the same feeling intact I have been waiting for the encounter and now the real thing has just came in front of me.Facebook indeed is no doubt a wonderful place that enables lost memories to become alive and further helps in the creation of new memories.
The sudden encounter has brought millions of thoughts that kept me restless as to know how she feels for me now and how she would have felt for me when I tried making her my more than a friend. Though it’s a story of the past that was failed, I can still feel the hope and genuine happiness springing from inside me.
It was a time when I was in tenth standard. It was a time when i had the biggest ever romantic trauma, with suspicions, guilt, shy, low spirit and so on and on...people around said I was becoming peculiar in their eyes where I on the other hand could not resist the shame of being defenestrated from her heart..It was a perfect failure and I knew it I won’t make it out any further.
As the time went by, instead of healing me I felt the wounds sprouting inside me and constant pain kept me in fear, fear if I might lose her. With not much lapse of time my failure became so evident in the eyes of my colleagues and my days started blackening each day after. But one thing never died inside me despite many Knew I failed in winning her. My intense feeling for her kept me so contented although no response from her reached me.
Now I am once again caught with the same feeling of guilt and shame as though I am going to make another proposal to her. Truthfully, I still have same feeling and yet another enormous suspicion attached with it.
Anyways, bygones are bygones and things that seems tough will be tougher cause what has failed once by me will never succeed by giving another try rather an unending guilt,suspicions and lost of conviction in me will be inevitable cause!! 

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

BIRTHDAY GLIMPSE

Memories of childhood evanesce as we grow older and those old memories become fainted and euphonious. Nonetheless they are the toughest history to be recalled coated with pleasant nostalgic remembrances piercing our eyes with flashbacks of emotions in the form of tears. 

The life is a sinuous path and it’s so complex and mysterious yet, we have known many meanings from it such as mortals and immortals, words that desperately keep us threatening ceaselessly time and again.
 And the universal truth is we can’t ignore the premonition book written for each and every one of us that will compel us to helplessly leave behind, you’re beloved who has reached his lips on yours, who has shared his smile on you, who has leaned his hand on your lap and promised his eternal love for you.
The birth and death are two ends of a same thread and the portion that connects two ends is what exactly the most extemporaneous, fleeting happiness hangs. Birth and Death are two extreme events that can be related to happiness and sorrow respectively but irony here is how I would consider birthday as happiness when my days on the earth goes on reducing?J___________________________________.